Wednesday, February 23, 2011


I am currently feeling at peace, finally.
I had a breakthrough at the Perry Stone conference this past weekend.
Now I know why the devil was trying so hard to take me down last week. He didn't want me there.
I even got REALLY sick all weekend, plus I was having the endo pain.
But I pushed through and went...and I feel like a new person.
At one point Perry had us all stand up and pray, and repeat the word "peace" over and over again.
Turns out the the devil didn't win after all...what he though would bring me down just gave me a bigger breakthrough.
And being sick just kept me home for a full day to read his new book, which is very life changing.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

2011 Needs to get better, quick

So, I can't say that 2011 has been my favorite year so far.
Another death in the family, which leads to family drama
Job drama, life drama, marriage drama, church drama, people drama
Been to the dentist 3 times, going on 4
Been to a number of doctors to try and diagnose what they now think is endometriosis, which can only really be diagnosed and treated during surgery...
Pain, literally. Ouch.

I feel like my life is a complete wreck right now. I don't know what the deal is. I was ready to move on from 2010...but now I'm having second thoughts.

This needs to change. I am over this.
I need to see a light at the end of the tunnel.
This has been the longest tunnel I have ever been stuck in.

Jesus, help

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

PASTIC JOY! (Don't tell my husband)

I was nominated by Trish and Jessica. Don't tell Johnny. Tehehehe. Here we go:

Mark Ruffalo. OH YEAH.
Drummer from Kings of Leon. I don't even know his name. It's a new crush. He's a drummer with dark hair and thick rimmed glasses. That's all I have to say. (If only everyone in that band had different personalities...even him)
DUH. I'm sure this is an illegal crush. Is he 18 yet?? LOLOLOL
Robert Deleo from Stone Temple Pilots. OMG. Please go watch their video "Hello It's Late". He plays piano and sings back up. I can't watch it without drooling. HELLO.
This crush goes back to my teen years. Johnny Rzeznik of The Goo Goo Dolls. HOLY POOPOO. He's POLISH.

Johnny: if you read this blog...SORRY!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!