Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Out of Control

I hate the feeling of being out of control. Why is it so hard just to "think about something else" when the only thing you can think of is something you can't do anything about? If wish things made more sense sometimes...I know God always has a plan and a reason for everything but it would be easier to just live it out if I knew what was going to happen. I guess I need to work on my faith.

1 comment:

  1. I completely understand, I have different circumstances than what I'm guessing yours is. But it is tough, to just go with a flow when you don't know where its flowing to or what the outcome will be. Even if you know God works everything out for good. For me, I can't control someone else and what decisions they make, even though they directly affect me and the entire direction my life is going in. But I have to trust God and trust He didn't forget about me and He is right there with me. And He will catch us both when life slips out of our hands. Actually, I suspect God is probably trying to rip life out of my hands so I will trust Him more and myself and others less....if that makes sense....Hope your feeling better soon ;-) If its about the one thing, I felt just the same, and was quite surprised and if its something else than I still feel ya :)