I am not happy.
With life, with my career (or lack thereof), with my friends in Jax (oh wait...), with ANYTHING.
I have not been this unhappy in a long time.
I don't know what to do. It's Christmas. I need to be happy. I am TRYING.
I am not happy playing music anymore. There. I said it.
I don't know what to do.
There are so many cliques here. I guess people don't think I'm: A. Spiritual enough B. Normal enough C. Single enough??? I don't know. My "friends" lately have been telling me "We need to hang out! I'm going to call you!".....Lies.
I don't fit in here. People don't understand me. I guess I'm too...crazy? In Lake City people didn't give a crap. Alabama was ideal. Maybe I should move back there.
I need to find my niche.
I am so confused and don't understand what the heck I'm doing.
No judgements please. Blogs are for venting. Sometimes.
I'm going to bed.